You are a mysterious God and I love you

And He said...
" It would've been the same thing"
Have you ever wondered how things would've been if you had made other choices in life?
I did, not too long ago. I even post it on facebook.. "I wish I was 14 again".
I started wondering if my life would've been better or worst... I started doubting my choices and questioning myself in so many ways.
On Saturday I had a dinner with the Jovenes Adultos at my friend's house. She came up with the subject from out of nowhere... She was sharing her friends experience, she was questioning herself just like me, but she went further. This girl actually went to look for this person that she thought would've changed her life... And at the begining everything seemed perfectly, some time went by and she notice that it was actually her visualizing things like this but nothing was even close to perfect. It was actually just nonsense... And she thought to herself that it wasn't worth it so she walked away from this person. And she said "It would've been the same thing".
But I wasn't listening to my friends voice... It was actually God talking to my life, to my heart.
Hey, I wasn't questioning my marriage... Because like I said before I know God made 'us' for each other. And yes there had been times I have questioned my marriage, because I was mad, because times were rough, because things didn't go my way... But always at the end, in the middle of the madness of our lives we know we have each other and we love each other and I thank God for that.
This time I was questioning myself about the people I had put on a side on my life. The people I decided to walk away from. The friendships I decided were not worth it. The choices I think changed my life... Yes,
Maybe I did questioned my marriage... Because a lot of the choices I would've changed May have taken me really far from where I'm standing at. But no way... I love my husband and my son means everything to me! But in the middle of my questioning God said.. It would've been the same thing.
Things are the way we see them... My life, my husband, my son, the ministry could be perfect, but if I don't think it's worth it then it won't. Our choices may had taken us really far from where we started or where we would've love to be at but nothing would make us happy If we don't apreciate what we have, whom we have and what we do.
Today I know that I love my life and everything in it, it's not close to even being perfect... It's rough on some sides, but it's worth every second of it and I'm thankful for it!!!
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Remember those days when I used to write blogs!!!

Yep, those were the days... But I'll come back... I still have so much to say!!! Keep checking!
But for now.... I wish you a Merry Christmas!
God Bless!

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